Blessed to Be
get grounded says my therapist
to a negro tree hugging optimist
the shift in my life changed when my close friend dropped dead
later that year the rest was taken with a gun to my head
reaching, reaching, reaching
for a way out of the rabbit hole
my heart on my sleeve
fragile was my soul
you are amazing said my therapist
mostly stable, artist, practitioner, percussionist
I asked her to keep it real
she knows I live in my feels
Identifying what my heart needs
so unconditionally i can feed
the spirit that my therapist sees
with no pressure from my mental health pleas
It took Covid for me to hear my own heart
to believe and trust that I can take part
in my never before dreams being my reality
in this moment in pandemic history
I am grateful for my therapist
as I practice to be a forgiving specialist
managing my climate change anxiety
smiling in the joy of right now feeling free
blessed to be
blessed to be
